Kemal Usta, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck elin raftaki metal arabaya uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130stanbul\u2019un eski bir mahallesindeki oyuncak d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 o g\u00fcn her zamanki gibi sessizdi. Raflarda y\u0131llard\u0131r sat\u0131lmay\u0131 bekleyen tahta trenler, bez bebekler ve teneke arabalar duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f renkli k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck arabay\u0131 montunun i\u00e7ine saklad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tam kap\u0131ya y\u00f6nelmi\u015fti ki Kemal Usta arkas\u0131ndan seslendi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Evlat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk oldu\u011fu yerde dondu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yava\u015f\u00e7a d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
En fazla dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Montunun kollar\u0131 k\u0131salm\u0131\u015f, ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki korku, su\u00e7lulu\u011fundan \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal tezg\u00e2h\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Arabay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011ferek oyunca\u011f\u0131 uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Neden \u00e7ald\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk uzun s\u00fcre cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonunda f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Karde\u015fimin bug\u00fcn do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ad\u0131 Emre\u2019ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annesi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Babas\u0131 ise bir in\u015faat kazas\u0131ndan sonra aylarca \u00e7al\u0131\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Evlerinde o hafta do\u011fru d\u00fczg\u00fcn yemek bile yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki karde\u015fi Can, birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce vitrinde o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck arabay\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ve sadece bir kez:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cKe\u015fke benim de b\u00f6yle bir arabam olsa.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre\u2019nin cebinde ise tek kuru\u015f yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal Usta y\u0131llarca \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n yalan s\u00f6yledi\u011fini de g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7aresiz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocu\u011fun g\u00f6zlerinde ba\u015fka bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Utan\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal oyuncak arabay\u0131 ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre kap\u0131ya do\u011fru ilerledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal arabay\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutuya koydu, \u00fczerine k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir kurdele ba\u011flad\u0131 ve ona uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bunu alamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Biraz \u00f6nce almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk daha da utand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal ilk kez g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u015eimdi \u00e7alm\u0131yorsun. Ben veriyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre kutuyu iki eliyle tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Paras\u0131n\u0131 bir g\u00fcn \u00f6deyece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Para istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra \u00e7ocu\u011fun omzuna elini koydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ama bana bir s\u00f6z vereceksin. Bir g\u00fcn hayat\u0131n d\u00fczelirse, sen de ihtiyac\u0131 olan bir \u00e7ocu\u011fa yard\u0131m edeceksin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre o s\u00f6z\u00fc hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babas\u0131 iyile\u015femedi ve Emre on d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndayken hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti. Emre ile Can bir s\u00fcre akrabalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre g\u00fcnd\u00fcz okula gidiyor, ak\u015famlar\u0131 lokantalarda bula\u015f\u0131k y\u0131k\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daha sonra burs kazand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dcniversitede hukuk okudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n sonunda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015firkette avukat oldu. Y\u0131llarca \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, karde\u015fi Can\u2019\u0131n e\u011fitimine destek oldu ve ailesinin bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundaki o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oyuncak d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn eski mahallesinden ge\u00e7erken vitrinin \u00fczerinde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t g\u00f6rd\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cK\u0130RALIK.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre arabay\u0131 durdurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n i\u00e7ine girdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Raflar neredeyse bo\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tezg\u00e2h\u0131n arkas\u0131nda seksen ya\u015f\u0131na yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f Kemal Usta oturuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre\u2019yi tan\u0131mad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Buyurun evlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre birka\u00e7 saniye konu\u015famad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra cebinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f renkli bir oyuncak araba \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal\u2019in elleri titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Arabaya bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sen\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O g\u00fcn bana polisi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal\u2019in g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Emre misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Evet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ki adam uzun s\u00fcre birbirine bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal sonunda sandalyesine oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n kapanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Son y\u0131llarda i\u015fler k\u00f6t\u00fc gitmi\u015fti. Binan\u0131n yeni sahibi kiray\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 kat\u0131na \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kemal\u2019in birikimi kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir ay i\u00e7inde d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 bo\u015faltmas\u0131 gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Art\u0131k ya\u015fland\u0131m zaten \u2014dedi Kemal. \u2014 Belki de zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre \u00f6n\u00fcndeki \u00e7antay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7inden bir dosya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve tezg\u00e2ha b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal belgeleri anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu nedir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Binan\u0131n sat\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zle\u015fmesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla ona bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre devam etti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Binay\u0131 ge\u00e7en hafta sat\u0131n ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu d\u00fckk\u00e2n kapanmayacak, Kemal Usta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Emre, ben senden b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey istemedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben de sizden o arabay\u0131 istememi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal\u2019in dudaklar\u0131 titredi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre dosyadan ikinci bir belge \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fckk\u00e2n art\u0131k sadece bir oyuncak ma\u011fazas\u0131 olmayacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dcst kat, maddi imk\u00e2n\u0131 olmayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n \u00fccretsiz ders alabilece\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir e\u011fitim merkezine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fclecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt katta ise ihtiya\u00e7 sahibi ailelerin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 i\u00e7in oyuncaklar ayr\u0131lacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Merkezin ad\u0131 belliydi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cKemal Usta \u00c7ocuk Evi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Neden benim ad\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f arabay\u0131 onun \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc siz bana bir oyuncak vermediniz sadece. Dokuz ya\u015f\u0131nda korkmu\u015f bir \u00e7ocu\u011fa, k\u00f6t\u00fc biri olmak zorunda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterdiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckk\u00e2n sonraki y\u0131llarda mahallenin en sevilen yerlerinden biri oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal Usta hayat\u0131n\u0131n son be\u015f y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 orada ge\u00e7irdi. Art\u0131k oyuncak satmaktan \u00e7ok \u00e7ocuklarla konu\u015fuyor, onlara eski oyuncaklar\u0131n nas\u0131l tamir edildi\u011fini \u00f6\u011fretiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre her cuma onu ziyaret etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Can ise m\u00fchendis oldu, evlendi ve ilk o\u011fluna Kemal ad\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal Usta seksen d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131nda huzur i\u00e7inde \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde cenazesinde sadece ailesi yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar boyunca yard\u0131m etti\u011fi onlarca \u00e7ocuk da oradayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre, o g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f oyuncak arabay\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman karde\u015finden geri almam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Can y\u0131llar \u00f6nce onu Emre\u2019ye vermi\u015fti ve Emre h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde tutuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck plakada yaln\u0131zca bir c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBir \u00e7ocu\u011fun hayat\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in bazen b\u00fcy\u00fck bir servet de\u011fil, do\u011fru anda g\u00f6sterilen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir merhamet yeterlidir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal Usta\u2019n\u0131n d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 kapanmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre de \u00e7ocukken verdi\u011fi s\u00f6z\u00fc hayat\u0131n\u0131n sonuna kadar tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yirmi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam onun yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hataya de\u011fil, olabilece\u011fi insana bakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kemal Usta, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck elin raftaki metal arabaya uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi. \u0130stanbul\u2019un eski bir mahallesindeki oyuncak d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 o g\u00fcn her zamanki gibi sessizdi. Raflarda y\u0131llard\u0131r sat\u0131lmay\u0131 bekleyen tahta trenler, bez bebekler ve teneke arabalar duruyordu. \u00c7ocuk, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f renkli k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck arabay\u0131 montunun i\u00e7ine saklad\u0131. Tam kap\u0131ya y\u00f6nelmi\u015fti ki Kemal Usta arkas\u0131ndan seslendi. \u2014 Evlat. \u00c7ocuk … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1048,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1047","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1047","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1047"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1047\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1049,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1047\/revisions\/1049"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1048"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1047"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1047"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1047"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}