Leyla Han\u0131m o ak\u015fam ailesinin neden \u00f6zellikle onun evinde toplanmak istedi\u011fini anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Masa her zamanki gibi haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7orba s\u0131cakt\u0131, ekmek yeni kesilmi\u015fti, ama kimsenin i\u015ftah\u0131 yok gibiydi. O\u011flu Murat s\u00fcrekli taba\u011f\u0131yla oynuyor, k\u0131z\u0131 Selin ise annesinin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmaktan ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Leyla bunu hemen fark etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bana s\u00f6ylemedi\u011finiz bir \u015fey mi var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kimse cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tam o s\u0131rada Murat masan\u0131n \u00fczerine beyaz bir zarf b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Anne, bunu okuman gerekiyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Leyla\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden birka\u00e7 resmi belge ve eski bir mektup \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lk sayfay\u0131 okudu\u011funda elleri titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belgelerde y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi bir isim vard\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre Kaya.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla\u2019n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n On sekiz y\u0131l \u00f6nce bu evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p giden ve bir daha geri d\u00f6nmeyen o\u011flu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emre yirmi iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayken ailesiyle b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kavga ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Babas\u0131 onun sevdi\u011fi kad\u0131nla evlenmesine kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, Leyla ise e\u015fine kar\u015f\u0131 durmaya cesaret edememi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O gece Emre annesine son kez bak\u0131p:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Bir g\u00fcn beni de\u011fil, sustu\u011fun g\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlayacaks\u0131n, demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla y\u0131llarca o c\u00fcmleyi unutamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Daha sonra Emre\u2019nin ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duymu\u015flard\u0131. Birka\u00e7 kez haber g\u00f6ndermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, fakat cevap alamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla zamanla o\u011flunun onu tamamen hayat\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama masadaki belgeler bamba\u015fka bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emre birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce a\u011f\u0131r bir hastal\u0131k ge\u00e7irmi\u015f ve hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla nefesini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00d6ld\u00fc m\u00fc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Murat ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar akt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r biliyor muydunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Hay\u0131r anne. Biz de ge\u00e7en ay \u00f6\u011frendik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Selin yan\u0131nda sessizce oturan gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n elini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla ilk kez ona dikkatlice bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yirmili ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, koyu sa\u00e7l\u0131 gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00f6zleri\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla\u2019n\u0131n kalbi bir anda h\u0131zland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O g\u00f6zleri tan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emre\u2019nin g\u00f6zleriydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n yava\u015f\u00e7a aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Benim ad\u0131m Derya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla cevap veremedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Emre benim babamd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Odan\u0131n i\u00e7indeki b\u00fct\u00fcn sesler kaybolmu\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla elindeki mektuba bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emre, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden birka\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mektupta annesine k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, y\u0131llarca ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve yine de onu \u00f6zledi\u011fini anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n En son sat\u0131rlarda ise \u015f\u00f6yle yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAnne, sana d\u00f6nmeye \u00e7ok kez niyet ettim. Ama gururum hep benden \u00f6nce davrand\u0131. Derya\u2019y\u0131 sana getiremedim. E\u011fer bir g\u00fcn bu mektup eline ula\u015f\u0131rsa, senden tek bir \u015fey istiyorum: Benim yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hatay\u0131 yapma. Kalan zaman\u0131 kaybetme.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla mektubu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rd\u0131 ve a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derya teredd\u00fct ederek ona yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Babam sizden \u00e7ok bahsederdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Benden nefret etti\u011fini san\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derya g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 K\u0131zg\u0131nd\u0131. Ama sizi hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131 ve y\u0131llard\u0131r i\u00e7inde tuttu\u011fu b\u00fct\u00fcn pi\u015fmanl\u0131kla torununa sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O gece yemekler so\u011fudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kimse masay\u0131 toplamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sabaha kadar Emre\u2019den konu\u015ftular. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fundan, sevdi\u011fi \u015fark\u0131lardan, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hatalardan, Derya\u2019y\u0131 nas\u0131l b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Leyla o\u011flunu geri getiremezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n On sekiz kay\u0131p y\u0131l\u0131 da de\u011fi\u015ftiremezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama Emre\u2019nin son iste\u011fini yerine getirebilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derya o g\u00fcnden sonra her hafta anneannesini ziyaret etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Birlikte Emre\u2019nin eski foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczenlediler, mezar\u0131na gittiler ve y\u0131llard\u0131r s\u00f6ylenemeyen c\u00fcmleleri sessizce tamamlad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llar sonra Leyla \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, Derya onun yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki \u00e7ekmecede o beyaz zarf\u0131 buldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dczerine Leyla\u2019n\u0131n el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla tek bir c\u00fcmle eklenmi\u015fti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cGe\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftiremedim, ama seninle gelece\u011fi ka\u00e7\u0131rmad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derya zarf\u0131 kapat\u0131p g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ailesinde y\u0131llarca s\u00fcren sessizlik sonunda bitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve bir ak\u015fam yeme\u011finde a\u00e7\u0131lan o eski mektup, \u00fc\u00e7 neslin ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sonsuza dek de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Leyla Han\u0131m o ak\u015fam ailesinin neden \u00f6zellikle onun evinde toplanmak istedi\u011fini anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Masa her zamanki gibi haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7orba s\u0131cakt\u0131, ekmek yeni kesilmi\u015fti, ama kimsenin i\u015ftah\u0131 yok gibiydi. O\u011flu Murat s\u00fcrekli taba\u011f\u0131yla oynuyor, k\u0131z\u0131 Selin ise annesinin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmaktan ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131yordu. Leyla bunu hemen fark etti. \u2014 Bana s\u00f6ylemedi\u011finiz bir \u015fey mi var? Kimse cevap vermedi. 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