Derya, kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde duran kahverengi valizi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anda bunun s\u0131radan bir tart\u0131\u015fma olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duran e\u015fi Kerem\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcnde y\u0131llard\u0131r \u00e7ok iyi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 o so\u011fuk ifade vard\u0131. Merdivenlerin yan\u0131nda ise on dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki o\u011fullar\u0131 Emre sessizce bekliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya ile Kerem yirmi iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce, neredeyse hi\u00e7bir \u015feyleri yokken evlenmi\u015flerdi. \u0130lk y\u0131llarda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kiral\u0131k dairede ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, faturalar\u0131 \u00f6deyebilmek i\u00e7in her kuru\u015fu hesaplam\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya o zamanlar ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 bir i\u00e7 mimard\u0131. Fakat Emre do\u011fduktan sonra Kerem kendi \u015firketini kurmak isteyince ailesini desteklemek i\u00e7in kariyerine ara vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem\u2019in i\u015fi zamanla b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir eve ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131lar, yeni arabalar ald\u0131lar ve \u00e7evrelerindeki herkes onlar\u0131 kusursuz bir aile sand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama kimse Derya\u2019n\u0131n bu hayat i\u00e7in nelerden vazge\u00e7ti\u011fini bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Son birka\u00e7 y\u0131lda Kerem de\u011fi\u015fmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Eve ge\u00e7 geliyor, Derya\u2019n\u0131n fikirlerini k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcms\u00fcyor ve her tart\u0131\u015fman\u0131n sonunda ayn\u0131 c\u00fcmleyi s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBu evde sahip oldu\u011fun her \u015feyi ben kazand\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya uzun s\u00fcre cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kavga etmek istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fakat sessiz kalmas\u0131, g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz oldu\u011fu anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annesi y\u0131llar \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde Derya\u2019ya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir miras b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Derya bu paray\u0131 harcamam\u0131\u015f, yeniden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f ve Kerem\u2019den ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z olarak kendi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tasar\u0131m \u015firketini kurmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7birini ciddiye almam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O sabah ise eve bir valizle geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bitti, Derya, dedi. Art\u0131k b\u00f6yle devam etmek istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya valize bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu benim valizim mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 E\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn k\u0131z karde\u015finde kal\u0131rs\u0131n. Sonra avukatlar\u0131m\u0131z konu\u015fur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla babas\u0131na bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Baba, annemi evden mi g\u00f6nderiyorsun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem hi\u00e7 teredd\u00fct etmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu ev benim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya ilk kez g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra valizin yan\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6meldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem onun a\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama Derya k\u0131yafetlerin aras\u0131ndan kahverengi bir dosya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p dosyay\u0131 e\u015fine uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00d6nce bunu oku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem ilk sayfaya bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki kendinden emin ifade kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belgeler evin tapusuyla ilgiliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bu evi sat\u0131n al\u0131rken pe\u015finat\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc Derya\u2019n\u0131n annesinden kalan para kar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kerem\u2019in \u015firketi ciddi bor\u00e7lara girdi\u011finde ise bankan\u0131n eve el koymas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nlemek i\u00e7in m\u00fclk tamamen Derya\u2019n\u0131n ad\u0131na ge\u00e7irilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem o d\u00f6nemde belgeleri imzalam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama ayr\u0131nt\u0131lara hi\u00e7 dikkat etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Derya\u2019n\u0131n bir g\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durabilece\u011fine ihtimal vermemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil, diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya sakin kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 M\u00fcmk\u00fcn. \u00dcstelik avukat\u0131mla \u00fc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r konu\u015fuyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00dc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Seni cezaland\u0131rmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil. Kendimi ve o\u011flumu korumak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya daha sonra ikinci belgeyi g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bo\u015fanma ba\u015fvurusu haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem ilk kez ger\u00e7ekten korkmu\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Beni evden mi atacaks\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya birka\u00e7 saniye sustu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r. Sana otuz g\u00fcn veriyorum. Kendine bir ev bulabilirsin. Ama bundan sonra hi\u00e7bir zaman bana \u201cSahip oldu\u011fun her \u015feyi ben verdim\u201d demeyeceksin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre sessizce annesine yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem o\u011fluna bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sen de mi onun taraf\u0131ndas\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben kimsenin taraf\u0131nda de\u011filim. Ama annemin y\u0131llard\u0131r ne kadar sessiz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Sen bunu zay\u0131fl\u0131k sand\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcn Kerem valizini tekrar toplad\u0131 ve evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcden de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmi iki y\u0131l boyunca ilk kez kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131n kontrol\u00fcn\u00fc yeniden eline ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bo\u015fanma alt\u0131 ay sonra tamamland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya evde kald\u0131 ve tasar\u0131m \u015firketini b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc. \u0130ki y\u0131l i\u00e7inde yan\u0131nda on iki ki\u015fi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emre \u00fcniversiteyi bitirdi, kendi hayat\u0131n\u0131 kurdu ama annesiyle ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 kaybetmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem ise ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta her \u015fey i\u00e7in Derya\u2019y\u0131 su\u00e7lad\u0131. Zaman ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e kendi davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla y\u00fczle\u015fmek zorunda kald\u0131. O\u011fluyla ili\u015fkisini d\u00fczeltebilmek i\u00e7in uzun s\u00fcre u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131 ve sonunda ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hatalar\u0131 kabul etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya onunla yeniden bir araya gelmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama y\u0131llar sonra, Emre\u2019nin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnde ayn\u0131 masada sakin bir \u015fekilde oturabildiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kerem o gece Derya\u2019ya yakla\u015farak sadece bir c\u00fcmle s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Seni kaybetti\u011fim g\u00fcn, asl\u0131nda ne kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r. O g\u00fcn ben ne kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra o\u011flunun yan\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye ihtiyac\u0131 yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gelece\u011fi zaten kendi elleriyle de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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