\u2014 Sen ve k\u0131z\u0131n yeterince uzun zamand\u0131r ailenin s\u0131rt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iniyorsunuz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z\u0131m Lily\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifadeyi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm anda i\u00e7imde bir \u015fey koptu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam ise bu s\u00f6zleri benim yemek masamda, benim evimde, paras\u0131n\u0131 benim \u00f6dedi\u011fim yeme\u011fi yerken s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7atal\u0131m\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a taba\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Baba, e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 toplamak i\u00e7in yirmi d\u00f6rt saatiniz var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Masadaki herkes dondu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem g\u00f6zlerini b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc. Erkek karde\u015fim a\u011fz\u0131ndaki lokmayla kald\u0131. Babam ise kahkaha att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Kendi anne baban\u0131 evden kovamazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu gece kovmuyorum. Yar\u0131n ak\u015fama kadar s\u00fcreniz var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem pe\u00e7etesini masaya f\u0131rlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bunca y\u0131l senin i\u00e7in yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zdan sonra m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Neredeyse g\u00fclecektim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ki y\u0131l \u00f6nce babam emeklilik birikiminin b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fine yat\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve paras\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. Birka\u00e7 ay sonra annemle babam evlerini de kaybetme noktas\u0131na gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benim d\u00f6rt yatak odal\u0131 bir evim vard\u0131 ve yaln\u0131zca Lily ile ya\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onlar\u0131 yan\u0131ma alan bendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tek kuru\u015f kira istemedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Faturalar\u0131 ben \u00f6dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Market al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fini ben yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta yaln\u0131zca alt\u0131 ay kalacaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131 ay bir y\u0131la, bir y\u0131l iki y\u0131la d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu s\u0131rada annem misafir odas\u0131n\u0131 bana sormadan yeniden dekore etti. Babam ev ofisimde kendi evraklar\u0131n\u0131 saklamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken eve arkada\u015f \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
En k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc ise zamanla evin kendilerine ait oldu\u011funa inanmaya ba\u015flamalar\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem bir g\u00fcn Lily\u2019ye kendi salonumuzda:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 B\u00fcy\u00fckannenin e\u015fyalar\u0131na dokunma, demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam ise akrabalara, evi asl\u0131nda kendisinin idare etti\u011fini anlat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hatta annem insanlara, onlar\u0131n benim yan\u0131ma ta\u015f\u0131nmas\u0131n\u0131n nedeninin benim tek ba\u015f\u0131ma hayat\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrememem oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yine de sustum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc aileydiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama o gece Lily\u2019yi \u201cfazladan bir a\u011f\u0131z\u201d gibi g\u00f6stermeleri her \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mutfa\u011fa gittim, \u00e7ekmeceden evin tapusunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve babam\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne koydum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu evin sahibi benim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam belgeyi kenara itti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Aile i\u00e7inde kimin ne \u00f6dedi\u011finin hesab\u0131 yap\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 G\u00fczel. O zaman hi\u00e7bir katk\u0131m olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011finiz bu evden \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131z da sorun olmamal\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade bir anda de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ger\u00e7ekten ciddi misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Evet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam geriye yasland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sabaha fikrini de\u011fi\u015ftirirsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duvar saatine bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Yirmi \u00fc\u00e7 saat elli sekiz dakikan\u0131z kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi sabah bana kahve haz\u0131rlad\u0131lar. Annem eski g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlerden s\u00f6z etti. Babam hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi davranmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama karar\u0131m\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda kutular\u0131 kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam bana nank\u00f6r dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben yine de kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir hafta sonra annem arad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Yeni evin depozitosu i\u00e7in biraz para g\u00f6nderebilir misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ama biz aileyiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derin bir nefes ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Aile olmak, birini kendi evinde a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131p sonra hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 finanse etmesini beklemek de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Telefonu kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O gece Lily yan\u0131ma geldi ve sessizce sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Anne, seninle gurur duyuyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte o anda do\u011fru karar\u0131 verdi\u011fimi anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben sadece anne babam\u0131 evimden \u00e7\u0131karmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131z\u0131ma, sevdi\u011fimiz insanlar\u0131n bile bize sayg\u0131s\u0131z davranmas\u0131na izin vermek zorunda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6stermi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve o g\u00fcnden sonra evimiz yeniden ger\u00e7ekten bizim oldu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u2014 Sen ve k\u0131z\u0131n yeterince uzun zamand\u0131r ailenin s\u0131rt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iniyorsunuz. Dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z\u0131m Lily\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifadeyi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm anda i\u00e7imde bir \u015fey koptu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fmi\u015fti. Babam ise bu s\u00f6zleri benim yemek masamda, benim evimde, paras\u0131n\u0131 benim \u00f6dedi\u011fim yeme\u011fi yerken s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. \u00c7atal\u0131m\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a taba\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m. \u2014 Baba, e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 toplamak i\u00e7in yirmi d\u00f6rt saatiniz var. Masadaki … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1940,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1938","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1938","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1938"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1938\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1939,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1938\/revisions\/1939"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1940"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1938"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1938"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1938"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}