Mahalledeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde duran kad\u0131n\u0131 ilk fark eden on bir ya\u015f\u0131ndaki o\u011flu Mert oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Anne, emin misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep cevap vermeden eski ah\u015fap kap\u0131ya bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On sekiz y\u0131ld\u0131r o kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne gelmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tekerlekli sandalyesinin yan\u0131nda duran Mert, annesinin ellerinin titredi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bunun sebebinin yaln\u0131zca \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi kazadan sonra bacaklar\u0131nda kalan g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fczl\u00fck olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep o d\u00fckk\u00e2ndan de\u011fil, ge\u00e7mi\u015finden korkuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n sahibi Murat, onun a\u011fabeyiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocukluklar\u0131nda birbirlerinden hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmazlard\u0131. Babalar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde Murat hen\u00fcz yirmi alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 ve ailenin b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc omuzlar\u0131na alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Zeynep ise \u00fcniversiteyi kazanm\u0131\u015f, Ankara\u2019ya gitmek ve \u00f6\u011fretmen olmak istiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat buna kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Annemizi burada yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakamazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep de ilk kez a\u011fabeyine kar\u015f\u0131 gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O gece tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, ikisi de y\u0131llarca unutamayacaklar\u0131 s\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi sabah Murat, k\u0131z karde\u015fine bir otob\u00fcs bileti uzatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Gitmek istiyorsan git.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep bileti alm\u0131\u015f ve gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama o yolculuktan sonra gurur ikisinin aras\u0131na g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir duvar \u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anneleri birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti. Cenazede kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131lar, fakat birbirlerine sadece birka\u00e7 kelime s\u00f6yleyebildiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep Ankara\u2019da \u00f6\u011fretmen oldu, evlendi ve Mert d\u00fcnyaya geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat\u0131 sonunda d\u00fczene girmi\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta ki \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ya\u011fmurlu bir gecede ge\u00e7irdikleri trafik kazas\u0131na kadar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E\u015fi olay yerinde hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep ise aylarca hastanede kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doktorlar omurgas\u0131n\u0131n tamamen zarar g\u00f6rmedi\u011fini, uzun ve zor bir fizik tedavi s\u00fcrecinden sonra yeniden y\u00fcr\u00fcyebilme ihtimali bulundu\u011funu s\u00f6ylediler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ancak Zeynep umut etmekten korkuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mert ise hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7medi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her g\u00fcn annesinin egzersizlerini sayd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde elini tuttu, geceleri a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti\u011finde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey duymam\u0131\u015f gibi davran\u0131p yan\u0131na oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l\u0131n sonunda Zeynep birka\u00e7 saniyeli\u011fine de olsa kendi a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yabiliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fakat akl\u0131nda tamamlamas\u0131 gereken ba\u015fka bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u011fabeyiyle konu\u015fmak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu y\u00fczden Mert\u2019le birlikte \u00e7ocuklu\u011funun ge\u00e7ti\u011fi \u015fehre d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elinde k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t bir paket ta\u015f\u0131yan Murat d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6nce \u00e7ocu\u011fu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra tekerlekli sandalyedeki kad\u0131na bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade bir anda de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Zeynep?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep\u2019in dudaklar\u0131 titredi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Merhaba a\u011fabey.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On sekiz y\u0131ll\u0131k sessizlik iki kelimeyle par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat yakla\u015fmak istedi ama durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep sandalyenin iki yan\u0131ndan tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mert\u2026 telefonu a\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Anne, \u015fimdi mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u015eimdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p kameray\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep derin bir nefes ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kollar\u0131ndan destek alarak yava\u015f\u00e7a do\u011fruldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dizleri titriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat\u2019\u0131n elindeki paket yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Zeynep, dikkat et!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n birka\u00e7 saniye ayakta kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra bir ad\u0131m att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ard\u0131ndan bir tane daha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ad\u0131mda dengesini kaybedince Mert hemen yan\u0131na ko\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fakat Zeynep a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ac\u0131dan de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mutluluktan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce bana bir daha y\u00fcr\u00fcyemeyebilece\u011fimi s\u00f6ylediler, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zleri dolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mert telefonu ona uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Day\u0131, annem aylard\u0131r bunun i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. \u0130lk kez \u00fc\u00e7 ad\u0131m att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDay\u0131\u201d kelimesi Murat\u2019\u0131 oldu\u011fu yerde dondurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mert\u2019le daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kendi k\u0131z karde\u015finin o\u011flunu ilk kez g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sen\u2026 Mert misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep elini uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Seni su\u00e7lamak i\u00e7in gelmedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben seni aramal\u0131yd\u0131m, dedi Murat. Kazay\u0131 bile ba\u015fkalar\u0131ndan duydum. Hastaneye gelmek istedim ama\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Gururun izin vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat ac\u0131 bir \u015fekilde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Evet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7inden kenarlar\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f eski bir bilet \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce nefesi kesildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On sekiz y\u0131l \u00f6nce k\u0131z karde\u015fine ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 otob\u00fcs biletiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep onu b\u00fct\u00fcn bu y\u0131llar boyunca saklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bunu neden h\u00e2l\u00e2 ta\u015f\u0131yorsun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bana verdi\u011fin son \u015fey buydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat biletin \u00fczerindeki tarihi okudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O sabah seni g\u00f6ndermek istemiyordum. Kalman\u0131 istiyordum. Ama bunu s\u00f6yleyecek kadar olgun de\u011fildim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep\u2019in g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben de geri d\u00f6nmeni bekledim. Her do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcmde arars\u0131n sand\u0131m. Sonra y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e araman daha da zorla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat k\u0131z karde\u015finin \u00f6n\u00fcnde diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 On sekiz y\u0131l\u0131 geri getiremem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben de getiremem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ama kalan\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmek istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep uzun s\u00fcre ona bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonunda elini a\u011fabeyinin omzuna koydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben de istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcn d\u00fckk\u00e2n erken kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dc\u00e7\u00fc birlikte saatlerce konu\u015ftular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat ye\u011fenine \u00e7ocuklu\u011funu anlatt\u0131. Zeynep annelerinden kalan eski foto\u011fraflar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Gece oldu\u011funda y\u0131llard\u0131r ilk kez ayn\u0131 masan\u0131n etraf\u0131nda oturup yemek yediler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi sabah Murat, Zeynep\u2019in fizik tedavi merkezine gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonraki haftalarda neredeyse her seansa kat\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mert annesinin ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 sayarken Murat di\u011fer taraf\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131 ay sonra Zeynep bastonla y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir y\u0131l sonra, ayn\u0131 d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne yeniden geldi\u011finde tekerlekli sandalyesi yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir rampa yapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Zeynep g\u00fclerek ona bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Art\u0131k buna ihtiyac\u0131m kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat omuz silkti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Senin kalmad\u0131 diye ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n da kalmayaca\u011f\u0131 anlam\u0131na gelmez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep o anda a\u011fabeyinin ger\u00e7ekten de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mert b\u00fcy\u00fcrken art\u0131k bir day\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat da kaybetti\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 ailesine yeniden kavu\u015fmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra kendi \u015fehrine d\u00f6nmedi. Mert\u2019le birlikte ayn\u0131 mahallede k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev tuttular. \u00d6\u011fretmenli\u011fe yar\u0131 zamanl\u0131 devam etti, bo\u015f zamanlar\u0131nda kaza sonras\u0131 fizik tedavi g\u00f6ren kad\u0131nlara g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc destek vermeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eski otob\u00fcs biletini ise art\u0131k \u00e7antas\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onu Murat\u2019\u0131n d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7er\u00e7evenin i\u00e7ine koydular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131na yaln\u0131zca tek bir c\u00fcmle yazd\u0131lar:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBazen insan\u0131 evinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131ran bir bilet olur; geri getiren ise affetmeye cesaret etmektir.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llarca ikisi de ge\u00e7mi\u015fin de\u011fi\u015fmesini beklemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonunda anlad\u0131lar ki ge\u00e7mi\u015f de\u011fi\u015fmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama gelecek h\u00e2l\u00e2 onlar\u0131n elindeydi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Mahalledeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde duran kad\u0131n\u0131 ilk fark eden on bir ya\u015f\u0131ndaki o\u011flu Mert oldu. \u2014 Anne, emin misin? Zeynep cevap vermeden eski ah\u015fap kap\u0131ya bakt\u0131. On sekiz y\u0131ld\u0131r o kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne gelmemi\u015fti. Tekerlekli sandalyesinin yan\u0131nda duran Mert, annesinin ellerinin titredi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bunun sebebinin yaln\u0131zca \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi kazadan sonra bacaklar\u0131nda kalan g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fczl\u00fck olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2016,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2015","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2015","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2015"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2015\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2017,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2015\/revisions\/2017"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2016"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2015"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2015"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2015"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}