Elif, o yaz dokuz ya\u015f\u0131na yeni girmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annesi Derya\u2019yla birlikte \u0130stanbul\u2019un eski mahallelerinden birinde ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Evleri k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc, gelirleri azd\u0131 ama Derya k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n hi\u00e7bir zaman kendisini eksik hissetmesine izin vermemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif\u2019in \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan beri boynunda hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 eski bir kolye vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7er\u00e7eveli, ortas\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kad\u0131n fig\u00fcr\u00fc bulunan bu kolyeyi annesi ona be\u015finci ya\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnde vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bunu sak\u0131n kaybetme, demi\u015fti Derya. Bu, ailemizden kalan en de\u011ferli \u015fey.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif nedenini sordu\u011funda ise annesi her seferinde konuyu de\u011fi\u015ftirirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O s\u0131cak \u00f6\u011fleden sonra Elif okuldan d\u00f6nerken mahalledeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dondurmac\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cebindeki bozuk paralar\u0131 tezg\u00e2h\u0131n \u00fczerine b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Paras\u0131 en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00fclah i\u00e7in bile yetmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dondurmay\u0131 satan gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n paralar\u0131 sayd\u0131, sonra Elif\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bug\u00fcn benden olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif\u2019in g\u00f6zleri parlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tam k\u00fclah\u0131 alaca\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rada arkadan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam\u0131n sesi duyuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bekle!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif korkuyla arkas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam ona de\u011fil, boynundaki kolyeye bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ad\u0131 Kemal\u2019di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yetmi\u015f sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 ve y\u0131llard\u0131r ayn\u0131 mahallede tek ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Kom\u015fular\u0131 onun pek konu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdi. Her sabah ayn\u0131 saatte y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fe \u00e7\u0131kar, ayn\u0131 kahvede oturur, sonra evine d\u00f6nerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama o g\u00fcn Elif\u2019in kolyesini g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde y\u00fcz\u00fc tamamen de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O kolyeyi nereden buldun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif kolyeyi avucunun i\u00e7ine ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Annem verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal\u2019in sesi titredi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Annenin ad\u0131 ne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Derya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam sanki bir anda nefes almay\u0131 unutmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cebinden eski, kenarlar\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir c\u00fczdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden y\u0131llard\u0131r sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131 belli olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir foto\u011fraf ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foto\u011fraftaki gen\u00e7 k\u0131z\u0131n boynunda ayn\u0131 kolye vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal foto\u011fraf\u0131 Elif\u2019e g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu kad\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131yor musun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif uzun s\u00fcre foto\u011frafa bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra g\u00f6zleri b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu\u2026 anneme benziyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal\u2019in elleri titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foto\u011fraftaki k\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131 Aylin\u2019di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal\u2019in tek k\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmi sekiz y\u0131l \u00f6nce hen\u00fcz on dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayken ailesiyle b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tart\u0131\u015fma ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin, ailesinin istemedi\u011fi gen\u00e7 bir adamla evlenmek istiyordu. Kemal o zaman \u00e7ok daha sert bir adamd\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n kendisine kar\u015f\u0131 geldi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ve \u00f6fkeyle:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131karsan bir daha geri d\u00f6nme, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde geri d\u00f6nece\u011fini sand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama d\u00f6nmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylar sonra onu aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ok ge\u00e7ti. Aylin ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, adresini de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal y\u0131llarca k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra bir g\u00fcn Aylin\u2019in gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcnden sonra kendisini asla affedemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fakat bilmedi\u011fi bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde arkas\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif tam bunlar\u0131 dinlerken soka\u011f\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan bir kad\u0131n ko\u015farak geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Elif!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya k\u0131z\u0131na sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p Kemal\u2019i g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki renk \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal konu\u015famad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya \u00e7antas\u0131ndan eski bir zarf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sizi tan\u0131yorum, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal\u2019in g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya, annesi Aylin\u2019in \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6nce b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 mektuplar\u0131 y\u0131llard\u0131r sakl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin k\u0131z\u0131na babas\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman k\u00f6t\u00fc anlatmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aksine, son mektubunda \u015f\u00f6yle yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBaban\u0131 bir g\u00fcn bulursan ona k\u0131zg\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yle. \u0130kimiz de gururumuz y\u00fcz\u00fcnden birbirimizi kaybettik.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal bu c\u00fcmleyi okuyunca kald\u0131r\u0131m kenar\u0131ndaki sandalyeye oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmi sekiz y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fck bir anda a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben onun cenazesine bile gidemedim, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya sessizce ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc nerede oldu\u011fumuzu bilmiyordunuz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal torununa bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra Elif\u2019e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi ger\u00e7ek sadece kaybetti\u011fi k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bir \u00e7ocu\u011fu oldu\u011fu de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kendi torunu ve torununun k\u0131z\u0131 duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif ise olanlar\u0131n tamam\u0131n\u0131 anlamasa da ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n neden a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayabiliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elindeki dondurmay\u0131 masaya b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve Kemal\u2019in yan\u0131na yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0130sterseniz kolyeye bakabilirsiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r k\u0131z\u0131m. O art\u0131k senin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcnden sonra Kemal\u2019in hayat\u0131 tamamen de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derya onu hemen affetmedi. Y\u0131llar\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 birka\u00e7 saatte silinemezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan kalan foto\u011fraflar\u0131 Derya\u2019ya verdi. Derya ise annesinin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 mektuplar\u0131 ona okudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif her pazar Kemal\u2019i ziyarete ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Birlikte \u00e7ay i\u00e7iyor, eski foto\u011fraflara bak\u0131yor ve Aylin\u2019in \u00e7ocuklu\u011fu hakk\u0131nda saatlerce konu\u015fuyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kemal birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti\u011finde art\u0131k yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Son g\u00fcn\u00fcnde Derya bir yan\u0131nda, Elif di\u011fer yan\u0131ndayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif\u2019in boynunda ise h\u00e2l\u00e2 o eski kolye vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar sonra Elif b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp kendi k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya getirdi\u011finde kolyeyi ona vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6nce hik\u00e2yesini anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu kolye de\u011ferli oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de\u011fil, bize bir \u015feyi hat\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ailemizde kalacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131z\u0131 sordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Neyi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bazen insanlar\u0131 kaybetmek bir anda olur. Ama onlar\u0131 yeniden bulmak y\u0131llar s\u00fcrebilir. Bu y\u00fczden sevdi\u011fin birine s\u00f6ylemen gereken bir \u015fey varsa, asla yar\u0131na b\u0131rakma.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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