\u2014 Bir dakika k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026 O gitar\u0131 nereden buldun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130stanbul’un eski sokaklar\u0131ndan birinde gitar \u00e7alan Defne, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki adama \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam ellili ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir d\u00f6ner tezg\u00e2h\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Ellerindeki izler, y\u0131llarca a\u011f\u0131r i\u015flerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Annemden kald\u0131 \u2014 dedi Defne. \u2014 Neden sordunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda bembeyaz oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Annenin ad\u0131 neydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Meryem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam tezg\u00e2ha tutunmak zorunda kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Titreyen elleriyle cebinden eski, y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Peki\u2026 Bu kad\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131yor musun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Defne foto\u011frafa bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda nefesi kesildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foto\u011frafta annesi vard\u0131. Yan\u0131ndaki adam ise kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duran yabanc\u0131n\u0131n gen\u00e7lik h\u00e2liydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Siz\u2026 Annemi nereden tan\u0131yorsunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben senin baban\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her \u015fey yirmi \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Kemal ve Meryem, \u0130zmir’de ya\u015fayan gen\u00e7 bir \u00e7iftti. \u00c7ok az paralar\u0131 vard\u0131 ama birbirlerini seviyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meryem m\u00fczik \u00f6\u011fretmeniydi. Kemal ise bir fabrikada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u0131zlar\u0131 Defne do\u011fdu\u011funda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en mutlu insanlar\u0131 olmu\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ancak birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra Kemal i\u015fini kaybetti. Biriken bor\u00e7lar ve ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7aresizlik onu de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130\u00e7kiye s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131, ailesinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131. Meryem defalarca ona yard\u0131m etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama Kemal sorumluluklar\u0131ndan ka\u00e7maya devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonunda Meryem, d\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z\u0131yla birlikte evi terk etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kemal onlar\u0131 durdurmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llar sonra bunun hayat\u0131n\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck hatas\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlayacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meryem ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. Defne’yi tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc. Ona m\u00fczi\u011fi, d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve kendi ayaklar\u0131 \u00fczerinde durmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne babas\u0131n\u0131 sordu\u011funda hi\u00e7bir zaman k\u00f6t\u00fc konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Baban bir zamanlar bizi \u00e7ok severdi. Ama bazen insanlar kendi hatalar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden sevdiklerini kaybeder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kemal ise zamanla hayat\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczene soktu. \u0130\u00e7kiyi b\u0131rakt\u0131, yeniden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ve ailesini arad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ancak eski adresleri art\u0131k ge\u00e7erli de\u011fildi. Y\u0131llarca izlerini bulamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Cebinde yaln\u0131zca Meryem’le \u00e7ektirdikleri bir foto\u011fraf ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne yirmi ya\u015f\u0131ndayken Meryem a\u011f\u0131r bir hastal\u0131\u011fa yakaland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00d6lmeden \u00f6nce k\u0131z\u0131na eski gitar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ne zaman kendini yaln\u0131z hissedersen bunu \u00e7al, g\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m. Ben hep seninle olaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra Defne, m\u00fczik e\u011fitiminin masraflar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in sokaklarda gitar \u00e7almaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130\u015fte o g\u00fcn, kader onu babas\u0131n\u0131n tezg\u00e2h\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne getirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kemal g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde konu\u015ftu.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Seni b\u0131rakmamam gerekiyordu. Anneni dinlemem gerekiyordu. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7 anlad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne’nin g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ben her do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcmde seni bekledim. Neden hi\u00e7 gelmedin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00d6nce korktum, sonra utand\u0131m. Seni aramaya cesaret etti\u011fimde izini kaybetmi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne uzun s\u00fcre sessiz kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Annem art\u0131k hayatta de\u011fil \u2014 dedi sonunda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kemal ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O g\u00fcn, kaybetti\u011fi y\u0131llar\u0131n geri gelmeyece\u011fini anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne babas\u0131n\u0131 hemen affetmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama birka\u00e7 hafta sonra onunla yeniden g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyi kabul etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00d6nce k\u0131sa sohbetler ettiler. Sonra birlikte y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flere \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. Kemal ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hatalar\u0131 saklamadan anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Zamanla aralar\u0131nda g\u00fcven olu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130ki y\u0131l sonra Defne ilk b\u00fcy\u00fck konserini verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Seyirciler aras\u0131nda, en \u00f6n s\u0131rada, g\u00f6zleri dolu bir adam oturuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kemal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Konserin sonunda Defne mikrofonu eline ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Bu son \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 annem i\u00e7in yazd\u0131m. Ama bug\u00fcn burada birine daha s\u00f6ylemek istiyorum: Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi de\u011fi\u015ftiremeyiz, fakat gelece\u011fimizi de\u011fi\u015ftirebiliriz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kemal aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131 ve k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 alk\u0131\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O g\u00fcnden sonra hi\u00e7bir konserini ka\u00e7\u0131rmad\u0131. Defne de babas\u0131yla kurdu\u011fu yeni ba\u011f\u0131 sab\u0131rla b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce yar\u0131m kalan aile hik\u00e2yeleri, sonunda huzurlu bir ba\u015flang\u0131ca d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek pi\u015fmanl\u0131k yaln\u0131zca \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemek de\u011fil, kalan zaman\u0131 sevgiyle telafi etmektir.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u2014 Bir dakika k\u0131z\u0131m\u2026 O gitar\u0131 nereden buldun? \u0130stanbul’un eski sokaklar\u0131ndan birinde gitar \u00e7alan Defne, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki adama \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131. Adam ellili ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir d\u00f6ner tezg\u00e2h\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Ellerindeki izler, y\u0131llarca a\u011f\u0131r i\u015flerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steriyordu. \u2014 Annemden kald\u0131 \u2014 dedi Defne. \u2014 Neden sordunuz? Adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bir anda bembeyaz oldu. \u2014 Annenin ad\u0131 neydi? \u2014 Meryem. … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2425,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2424","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2424","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2424"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2424\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2426,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2424\/revisions\/2426"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2425"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2424"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2424"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2424"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}