\u0130smail, yetmi\u015f yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda, her \u00f6\u011fleden sonra ayn\u0131 parka giderdi. Bastonuna dayanarak y\u00fcr\u00fcr, bo\u015f buldu\u011fu banka oturur ve ceketinin i\u00e7 cebinden eski bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rd\u0131. Foto\u011frafta gen\u00e7 bir adam, \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc sa\u00e7l\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z ve hen\u00fcz k\u0131rklar\u0131nda olan kendisi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcn iki gen\u00e7, onun a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlar\u0131yla alay etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAmca, biraz h\u0131zl\u0131 olsan da ge\u00e7sek!\u201d dedi biri. Di\u011feri g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130smail hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi. Y\u0131llar boyunca insanlar\u0131n sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Eskiden bu park\u0131n banklar\u0131n\u0131 onaran usta kendisiydi; \u015fimdi bir banka oturmak i\u00e7in bile izin ister gibi hissediyordu. Birka\u00e7 ki\u015fi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirip y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Yine de bu kez sesi titredi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEvlat, sadece biraz dinlenmek istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tam o s\u0131rada dokuz ya\u015flar\u0131nda bir k\u0131z \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBir g\u00fcn siz de ya\u015flanacaks\u0131n\u0131z,\u201d dedi gen\u00e7lere. \u201cO zaman birinin size b\u00f6yle davranmas\u0131n\u0131 ister misiniz?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ki adam sustu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, ya\u015fl\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na gidip bastonunu tutmas\u0131na yard\u0131m etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBen Eyl\u00fcl. Sizin ad\u0131n\u0131z ne?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u0130smail.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u00c7ok \u00fczg\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorsunuz, \u0130smail amca.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam cebindeki foto\u011fraf\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBirini \u00e7ok \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum, k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eyl\u00fcl foto\u011frafa bak\u0131nca g\u00f6zleri b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u2026 Anneme benziyor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asl\u0131nda bu hik\u00e2ye yirmi alt\u0131 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130smail, Bursa’da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir marangoz at\u00f6lyesi i\u015fletirdi. K\u0131z\u0131 Derya, onun d\u00fcnyadaki en de\u011ferli varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. Birlikte oyuncak sand\u0131klar\u0131 yapar, pazar sabahlar\u0131 sahilde y\u00fcr\u00fcrlerdi. Foto\u011fraftaki gen\u00e7, \u0130smail’in karde\u015fi Kemal’di. Foto\u011fraf\u0131 Derya’n\u0131n on birinci ya\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnde \u00e7ekmi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ancak y\u0131llar sonra Derya, ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirde e\u011fitim almak isteyince baba k\u0131z aras\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tart\u0131\u015fma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130smail korkusunu \u00f6fkeyle gizledi. Sonunda, hayat\u0131n\u0131n en a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cGidersen bir daha bu eve d\u00f6nme.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derya on dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. O gece evden ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Babas\u0131 ertesi sabah \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemek istedi, fakat gururu onu durdurdu. G\u00fcnler aylara, aylar y\u0131llara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130smail bir\u00e7ok mektup yazd\u0131, ama hi\u00e7birini g\u00f6nderecek cesareti bulamad\u0131. Derya ise babas\u0131n\u0131n kendisini istemedi\u011fine inanarak hayat\u0131n\u0131 kurdu. Evlendi, Eyl\u00fcl do\u011fdu. Y\u0131llar sonra bar\u0131\u015fmak i\u00e7in eski evlerine gitti\u011finde, at\u00f6lyenin kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve babas\u0131n\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi. Ortak tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n izini de kaybetmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130smail yaln\u0131z ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Karde\u015fi Kemal y\u0131llar \u00f6nce \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, eski dostlar\u0131 ba\u015fka \u015fehirlere gitmi\u015fti. Geriye yaln\u0131zca o foto\u011fraf ve s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f bir \u00f6z\u00fcr kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Her do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcnde k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hesaplar, masaya ikinci bir \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131 koyard\u0131. Sonra \u00e7ay so\u011fuyunca barda\u011f\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Derya\u2019n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklu\u011funda \u00e7izdi\u011fi bir g\u00fcne\u015fi h\u00e2l\u00e2 mutfak duvar\u0131nda sakl\u0131yordu. En \u00e7ok da k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n onu bir g\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten unutmas\u0131ndan korkuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Parkta Eyl\u00fcl, foto\u011frafa daha yak\u0131ndan bakt\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAnnemin \u00e7ocukluk alb\u00fcm\u00fcnde de bu resim var,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. \u201cArkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fil, ailesinin foto\u011fraf\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130smail’in eli titredi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAnnenin ad\u0131 ne?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cDerya.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Baston yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam nefesini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cDerya\u2026 Benim k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 da Derya.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Eyl\u00fcl arkas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Birka\u00e7 ad\u0131m \u00f6tede annesi onlar\u0131 ar\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAnne! Buraya gelir misin?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derya yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6nce foto\u011fraf\u0131, ard\u0131ndan ya\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131 yere b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBaba?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130smail aya\u011fa kalkmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cDerya\u2026 Seni bekledim. Ama gelmen i\u00e7in hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131m. Beni affedebilir misin?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derya a\u011flayarak ona sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBen de seni bulmak i\u00e7in \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m, baba.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Eyl\u00fcl ikisinin ellerini birle\u015ftirdi. Az \u00f6nce g\u00fclen gen\u00e7ler, utan\u00e7 i\u00e7inde yanlar\u0131na gelip \u00f6z\u00fcr diledi. \u0130smail yaln\u0131zca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131; art\u0131k kalbi ba\u015fka bir \u015feyle doluydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O g\u00fcnden sonra \u0130smail’in hayat\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n evine yak\u0131n bir daireye ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131, Eyl\u00fcl’e k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ah\u015fap oyuncaklar yapmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretti. Derya ile ge\u00e7mi\u015fi saklamadan konu\u015ftular, k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 acele etmeden onard\u0131lar. Derya babas\u0131na gen\u00e7li\u011finde ne kadar incindi\u011fini anlatt\u0131; \u0130smail de onu kaybetme korkusunun nas\u0131l yanl\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zlere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc kabul etti. Birlikte eski at\u00f6lyenin bulundu\u011fu soka\u011fa gittiler. \u0130smail, k\u0131z\u0131ndan bir daha hi\u00e7bir hayalini ertelememesini istedi. Derya da babas\u0131na, art\u0131k yaln\u0131z kalmak zorunda olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Pazar kahvalt\u0131lar\u0131 yeniden aile gelene\u011fi oldu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Eyl\u00fcl, dedesinin elinden tutup onu her hafta ayn\u0131 parka g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir y\u0131l sonra ayn\u0131 bankta yeni bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekildi: \u0130smail, Derya ve Eyl\u00fcl yan yanayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam iki foto\u011fraf\u0131 da cebinde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Biri kaybettikleri y\u0131llar\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131yordu. Di\u011feri, kalan zaman\u0131 sevgiyle ya\u015faman\u0131n h\u00e2l\u00e2 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u0130smail, yetmi\u015f yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda, her \u00f6\u011fleden sonra ayn\u0131 parka giderdi. Bastonuna dayanarak y\u00fcr\u00fcr, bo\u015f buldu\u011fu banka oturur ve ceketinin i\u00e7 cebinden eski bir foto\u011fraf \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rd\u0131. Foto\u011frafta gen\u00e7 bir adam, \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc sa\u00e7l\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z ve hen\u00fcz k\u0131rklar\u0131nda olan kendisi vard\u0131. 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