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Meral Yal\u00e7\u0131n, hayat\u0131n\u0131n ilk y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlamak istemezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken annesinin onu terk etti\u011fine inanarak b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Babas\u0131 onu bir \u00e7ocuk yuvas\u0131na b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, birka\u00e7 ay sonra da ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirde hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. Annesinden ise bir daha haber gelmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar sonra Meral kendi eme\u011fiyle b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015firket kurdu. Zengin oldu, sayg\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, yard\u0131m geceleri d\u00fczenledi. \u00d6zellikle kimsesiz \u00e7ocuklara destek veriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama kimse onun geceleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 ayn\u0131 soruyla uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bir anne \u00e7ocu\u011funu nas\u0131l b\u0131rak\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131rk iki ya\u015f\u0131na geldi\u011finde bu sorunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 aramaktan vazge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta ki bir yard\u0131m gecesinde, kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131ndan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z ona do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcyene kadar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131 Defne\u2019ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dczerindeki elbise eskiydi. Ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Avucunda ise zinciri kararm\u0131\u015f, eski bir cep saati ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Siz Meral Yal\u00e7\u0131n m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? \u2014 diye sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Meral ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Defne saati ona uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Anneannem \u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce bunu size vermemi s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Meral kapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7eride solmu\u015f bir foto\u011fraf vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n, kuca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu tutuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Meral\u2019\u0131n nefesi kesildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131m\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama \u00e7ocu\u011fun sol ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck do\u011fum lekesini tan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ayn\u0131 iz h\u00e2l\u00e2 kendi y\u00fcz\u00fcndeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Saatin arkas\u0131nda tek bir isim kaz\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nermin.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne cebinden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, eski bir anahtar \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p Meral\u2019\u0131n avucuna b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Anneannem, \u201cBu anahtar ona neden hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7medi\u011fimi anlatacak,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nermin senin anneannen miydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ge\u00e7en hafta \u00f6ld\u00fc. Babam da iki y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u00f6ld\u00fc. \u015eimdi beni \u00e7ocuk esirgeme kurumuna g\u00f6t\u00fcrecekler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral art\u0131k etraf\u0131ndaki m\u00fczi\u011fi, konu\u015fmalar\u0131, kristal bardaklar\u0131n sesini duymuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sadece avucundaki anahtara bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ertesi sabah Defne\u2019yle birlikte anahtar\u0131n ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu adrese gittiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u015eehrin eski mahallesinde, y\u0131llard\u0131r kapal\u0131 duran k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir evdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Anahtar \u00fcst kattaki ah\u015fap bir sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130\u00e7inden y\u00fczlerce mektup \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hepsinin \u00fczerinde ayn\u0131 isim vard\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130lk mektup otuz yedi y\u0131l \u00f6nce yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin, Meral\u2019\u0131n annesiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral\u2019\u0131n babas\u0131, ayr\u0131l\u0131k s\u0131ras\u0131nda k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ondan gizlice alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Nermin aylarca polise, mahkemelere ve hastanelere ba\u015fvurmu\u015ftu. Sonunda ona k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc s\u00f6ylenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama Nermin buna inanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llarca aramaya devam etmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral\u2019\u0131n soyad\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirilmi\u015f, kay\u0131tlar\u0131 ba\u015fka \u015fehre aktar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130z zamanla tamamen kaybolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sand\u0131kta gazete ilanlar\u0131, resm\u00ee ba\u015fvurular, geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f mektuplar ve Meral\u2019\u0131n her do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir not vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Son mektup birka\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cMeral\u2019im,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Seni hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakmad\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Bunu bilmeden ya\u015faman, benim ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m en a\u011f\u0131r ac\u0131yd\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne benim torunum. Babas\u0131, senin hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n karde\u015fin Emre\u2019ydi. Art\u0131k onun da kimsesi yok.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Senden onu sevmeni istemiyorum. Sevgi emredilemez. Sadece ona bir \u015fans ver.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Ben sana kavu\u015famad\u0131m. Belki siz birbirinize kavu\u015fursunuz.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral mektubu bitirdi\u011finde elleri titriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llarca i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6fke bir anda \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Annesi onu terk etmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Onu aram\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Otuz yedi y\u0131l boyunca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral Defne\u2019ye bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z odan\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde sessizce bekliyordu. Meral o bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir yeti\u015fkinin birazdan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cSen burada kalamazs\u0131n,\u201d demesini bekleyen bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral yan\u0131na gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Defne, bug\u00fcn hi\u00e7bir yere gitmiyorsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u0131z g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Peki nereye gidece\u011fim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral ilk kez hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden cevap verdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Resm\u00ee s\u00fcre\u00e7 aylar s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Meral \u00f6nce Defne\u2019nin ge\u00e7ici, ard\u0131ndan kal\u0131c\u0131 velayetini ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 kolay olmad\u0131. Defne geceleri \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rak\u0131yor, odas\u0131nda yiyecek sakl\u0131yor, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 her hatadan sonra g\u00f6nderilece\u011fini san\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral ona her seferinde ayn\u0131 \u015feyi s\u00f6yledi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Burada kalmak i\u00e7in kusursuz olmak zorunda de\u011filsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Defne b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, hukuk okudu ve ailelerinden haks\u0131z yere kopar\u0131lan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n davalar\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral ise Nermin Vakf\u0131<\/strong>n\u0131 kurdu. Vak\u0131f, kay\u0131p aile ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n bulunmas\u0131na ve koruma alt\u0131ndaki \u00e7ocuklara destek veriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Eski cep saati vakf\u0131n giri\u015fine yerle\u015ftirildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yan\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck anahtar duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alt\u0131nda tek bir c\u00fcmle vard\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBazen bir anahtar kap\u0131y\u0131 de\u011fil, y\u0131llarca yanl\u0131\u015f bildi\u011fin bir hayat\u0131 a\u00e7ar.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Meral annesine kavu\u015famam\u0131\u015f olman\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hayat\u0131 boyunca ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama art\u0131k terk edilmi\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve Defne de bir daha hi\u00e7bir zaman kimsesiz kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Meral Yal\u00e7\u0131n, hayat\u0131n\u0131n ilk y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlamak istemezdi. Be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndayken annesinin onu terk etti\u011fine inanarak b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Babas\u0131 onu bir \u00e7ocuk yuvas\u0131na b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, birka\u00e7 ay sonra da ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirde hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. Annesinden ise bir daha haber gelmemi\u015fti. Y\u0131llar sonra Meral kendi eme\u011fiyle b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015firket kurdu. Zengin oldu, sayg\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, yard\u0131m geceleri d\u00fczenledi. \u00d6zellikle kimsesiz \u00e7ocuklara … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":358,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-357","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/357","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=357"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/357\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":359,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/357\/revisions\/359"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/358"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=357"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=357"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=357"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}