Nermin Han\u0131m, telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda mutfak masas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131na oturuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yetmi\u015f sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7oktan beyazlam\u0131\u015f, ellerindeki damarlar belirginle\u015fmi\u015fti. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evde y\u0131llard\u0131r neredeyse hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmemi\u015fti. Ayn\u0131 ah\u015fap masa, ayn\u0131 perdeler, duvarda ayn\u0131 eski aile foto\u011fraflar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yaln\u0131zca foto\u011fraflardaki insanlar eksilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6nce kocas\u0131 Hasan gitmi\u015fti. Sonra karde\u015fleri, eski kom\u015fular\u0131, gen\u00e7lik arkada\u015flar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama Nermin\u2019in hayat\u0131ndaki en b\u00fcy\u00fck eksiklik \u00f6l\u00fcmle ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onun ad\u0131 Kerem<\/strong>\u2019di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O\u011flu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin yirmi \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda evlendi\u011finde hayat\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6yle olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015fti. Kocas\u0131 Selim ilk y\u0131llarda sevgi dolu bir adamd\u0131. Kerem do\u011fdu\u011funda o\u011flunu saatlerce kuca\u011f\u0131ndan indirmeyen, geceleri be\u015fi\u011fin yan\u0131nda uyuyan bir babayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonra i\u015fler bozuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Selim\u2019in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015firketi batt\u0131. Bor\u00e7lar b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. \u00d6fkesi de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Evdeki tart\u0131\u015fmalar giderek artt\u0131. Nermin bir s\u00fcre her \u015feyi d\u00fczeltebilece\u011fine inand\u0131. \u00c7ocu\u011fu i\u00e7in sustu, bekledi, affetti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem sekiz ya\u015f\u0131na geldi\u011finde art\u0131k susamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bo\u015fanmak istedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Selim bunu kabul etmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Aylar s\u00fcren sert bir velayet m\u00fccadelesinden sonra Kerem ge\u00e7ici olarak babas\u0131nda kald\u0131. Nermin\u2019in avukat\u0131 bunun k\u0131sa s\u00fcrece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u0131sa s\u00fcrmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Selim o\u011flunu ba\u015fka bir \u015fehre g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Adres de\u011fi\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Telefon numaralar\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Kerem\u2019e annesinin onu istemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin o\u011fluna mektuplar yazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130lk y\u0131l elliden fazla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cDo\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn kutlu olsun o\u011flum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cOkulda nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu merak ediyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cSeni unutmad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBir g\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 okuyaca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mektuplar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu geri geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Baz\u0131lar\u0131 ise geri d\u00f6nmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin onlar\u0131n Kerem\u2019e ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ula\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Selim hepsini bir kutuda saklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem b\u00fcy\u00fcrken annesinin tek bir kez bile kendisini aramad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n On \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6fkelenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n On sekizinde annesinin soyad\u0131n\u0131 kullanmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yirmi be\u015finde evlendi\u011finde Nermin\u2019e haber vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O\u011flu oldu\u011funda da vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin ise y\u0131llarca arad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Eski adreslere gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ortak tan\u0131d\u0131klara sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir keresinde Kerem\u2019in \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc fabrikan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda alt\u0131 saat bekledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yanl\u0131\u015f fabrikayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonunda ya\u015fland\u0131k\u00e7a aramalar azald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Umut azalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mutfaktaki eski dolab\u0131n en \u00fcst raf\u0131nda Kerem i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kutu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130\u00e7inde \u00e7ocukluk foto\u011fraflar\u0131, okulda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir resim, ilk s\u00fct di\u015fi ve otuz be\u015finci ya\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc i\u00e7in bile yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir mektup bulunuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin art\u0131k o\u011flunun kendisini hi\u00e7 bulamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O ak\u015fam telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ekranda tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir numara g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00d6nce a\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Telefon sustu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Birka\u00e7 saniye sonra yeniden \u00e7ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu kez g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc aramayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin titreyen parma\u011f\u0131yla ekrana dokundu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda k\u0131rkl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda bir adam belirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Adam konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin de konu\u015famad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan bazen k\u0131rk y\u0131l g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi bir y\u00fcz\u00fc bile tan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00f6zlerinden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7izgiden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7ocukken \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcnce duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bir kenar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin\u2019in telefonu tutan eli titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Kerem?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Adam\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan ikinci kez ayn\u0131 isim \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu kez ses de\u011fil, neredeyse bir nefesti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Kerem\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ekrandaki adam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u0131rk y\u0131l boyunca o kelimeyi beklemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir tek kelimeyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ne diyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, y\u00fczlerce konu\u015fma kurmu\u015ftu. O\u011fluna kendisini savunaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Neler ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, onu nas\u0131l arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, geceleri nas\u0131l a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama o an hi\u00e7birini s\u00f6yleyemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sadece:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Buraday\u0131m, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yan\u0131nda yakla\u015f\u0131k dokuz ya\u015f\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk belirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Bu da o\u011flum, dedi. Emir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin ekrana biraz daha yakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Torunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Haberi bile olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 torunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emir elinde sararm\u0131\u015f, kenarlar\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f bir zarf tutuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Babaanne, bunu ben buldum, dedi \u00e7ocuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Babaanne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin\u2019in kalbi ikinci kez k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama bu kez ac\u0131dan de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Babas\u0131 Selim \u00fc\u00e7 hafta \u00f6nce \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Evini bo\u015falt\u0131rken eski bir sand\u0131k bulmu\u015flard\u0131. Sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n dibinde onlarca mektup vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hepsinin \u00fczerinde ayn\u0131 el yaz\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem\u2019e.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem ilk mektubu a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda annesinin onu sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndan beri arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130kincisinde do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc unutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fcnde okul foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn gece oturup mektuplar\u0131 okudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u0131rk y\u0131l boyunca ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6fke birka\u00e7 saat i\u00e7inde ba\u015fka bir \u015feye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Utanca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ac\u0131ya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve geri getirilemeyecek y\u0131llar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Bana seni istemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi, dedi Kerem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Biliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ona inand\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00c7ocuktun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Sonra \u00e7ocuk de\u011fildim. Seni arayabilirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin uzun s\u00fcre o\u011fluna bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ben de seni bulmak i\u00e7in daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 yapabilirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla annesine bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin onu su\u00e7lamak istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Art\u0131k su\u00e7lu araman\u0131n hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeyece\u011fini biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Selim \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Onun yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015flar geri al\u0131namazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kaybolan k\u0131rk y\u0131l da geri d\u00f6nmeyecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama ekran\u0131n di\u011fer taraf\u0131nda o\u011flu h\u00e2l\u00e2 hayattayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve yan\u0131nda Nermin\u2019in ilk kez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc torunu duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emir elindeki mektubu kameraya yakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Babam bunu okurken a\u011flad\u0131, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem utanga\u00e7 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle o\u011fluna bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Emir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7ocuk ald\u0131rmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ben de ona seni aramas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan y\u0131llard\u0131r unutmu\u015f oldu\u011fu bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0130yi ki s\u00f6ylemi\u015fsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra Kerem o evin kap\u0131s\u0131nda duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ikisi de birka\u00e7 saniye hareket edemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonra Kerem annesine sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin o\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 omzuna \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki \u00e7ocu\u011funu kucaklayam\u0131yordu art\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ellisine yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir adam vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama bir annenin bedeni baz\u0131 \u015feyleri unutmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin elini Kerem\u2019in sa\u00e7lar\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00c7ok ge\u00e7 kald\u0131n, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem a\u011flayarak:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Biliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin biraz geri \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ama geldin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O g\u00fcn saatlerce konu\u015ftular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ertesi g\u00fcn de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonraki hafta da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi saklamad\u0131. Evlili\u011finin on y\u0131l \u00f6nce bitti\u011fini, Emir\u2019i b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlatt\u0131. Nermin de y\u0131llarca g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi mektuplar\u0131, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 aramalar\u0131, yanl\u0131\u015f adreslerde bekledi\u011fi g\u00fcnleri anlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Birbirlerini hemen affetmediler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek affetmek, ge\u00e7mi\u015f hi\u00e7 ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f gibi davranmak de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Onu oldu\u011fu haliyle kabul edip gelece\u011fi ayn\u0131 hatalara teslim etmemektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem birka\u00e7 ay sonra i\u015fi i\u00e7in Nermin\u2019in ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fehre daha yak\u0131n bir yere ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emir her hafta sonu babaannesine gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin ona mant\u0131 a\u00e7may\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretti. Emir de ona g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc aramalarda kameray\u0131 ters \u00e7evirmemeyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Birlikte g\u00fcld\u00fcler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bayramlar\u0131 beraber ge\u00e7irdiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem annesinin y\u0131llard\u0131r tek ba\u015f\u0131na oturdu\u011fu masaya yeniden bir sandalye \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonra bir tane daha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin seksen alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Son ak\u015fam\u0131nda Kerem yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emir art\u0131k on yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 ve babaannesinin elini tutuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin g\u00f6zlerini kapatmadan \u00f6nce o\u011fluna bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 O mektuplar\u0131 atma, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Atmam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ama sak\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 onlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde de ge\u00e7irme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem annesinin ne demek istedi\u011fini anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ge\u00e7mi\u015f onlar\u0131 yeniden bir araya getirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama bundan sonra ya\u015famalar\u0131 gereken yer ge\u00e7mi\u015f de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nermin huzur i\u00e7inde \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Y\u0131llar sonra Kerem b\u00fct\u00fcn mektuplar\u0131 tek bir kutuda Emir\u2019e verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Emir ilk g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc konu\u015fmada kameraya tuttu\u011fu o eski zarf\u0131 da kutunun i\u00e7ine koydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dczerine k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not yazd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBaz\u0131 mektuplar adresine k\u0131rk y\u0131l ge\u00e7 ula\u015f\u0131r. \u00d6nemli olan, ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kap\u0131y\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 a\u00e7acak birinin olmas\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Kerem o c\u00fcmleyi okudu\u011funda annesini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n K\u0131rk y\u0131l boyunca kaybettikleri zaman\u0131 geri alamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama Nermin\u2019in hayat\u0131n\u0131n son sekiz y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 birlikte ge\u00e7irmi\u015flerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve sonunda hi\u00e7birinin i\u00e7inde s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f tek bir \u201cseni seviyorum\u201d bile kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Nermin Han\u0131m, telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda mutfak masas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131na oturuyordu. Yetmi\u015f sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7oktan beyazlam\u0131\u015f, ellerindeki damarlar belirginle\u015fmi\u015fti. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evde y\u0131llard\u0131r neredeyse hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmemi\u015fti. Ayn\u0131 ah\u015fap masa, ayn\u0131 perdeler, duvarda ayn\u0131 eski aile foto\u011fraflar\u0131\u2026 Yaln\u0131zca foto\u011fraflardaki insanlar eksilmi\u015fti. \u00d6nce kocas\u0131 Hasan gitmi\u015fti. Sonra karde\u015fleri, eski kom\u015fular\u0131, gen\u00e7lik arkada\u015flar\u0131\u2026 Ama Nermin\u2019in hayat\u0131ndaki en … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":619,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-618","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=618"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":620,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/618\/revisions\/620"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/619"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=618"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=618"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=618"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}