Dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Elif ile Zeynep, okulda birbirlerinden neredeyse hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmazd\u0131. Ayn\u0131 s\u0131rada oturur, teneff\u00fcste birlikte dola\u015f\u0131r, biri g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde di\u011feri de g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flard\u0131. Onlar\u0131 uzaktan g\u00f6ren herkes, iki k\u0131z karde\u015fin hayat\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir sorun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oysa yakla\u015f\u0131k bir y\u0131ld\u0131r evlerinde kimsenin bilmedi\u011fi sessiz bir m\u00fccadele ya\u015fan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anneleri Sevgi, uzun s\u00fcren bir hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131ndan hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. Babalar\u0131 Murat ise e\u015finin tedavi masraflar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden b\u00fct\u00fcn birikimini harcam\u0131\u015f, birka\u00e7 ay sonra \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 at\u00f6lyenin kapanmas\u0131yla i\u015fini de kaybetmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir zaman \u00e7aresiz g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her sabah erkenden kalk\u0131yor, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tar\u0131yor, eski g\u00f6mle\u011fini \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fcyor ve sanki i\u015fe gidiyormu\u015f gibi evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Ger\u00e7ekte ise g\u00fcn boyunca i\u015f ilanlar\u0131n\u0131n pe\u015finden ko\u015fuyor, fabrikalar\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131yor, in\u015faatlarda g\u00fcnl\u00fck i\u015f soruyor, ak\u015fam eve eli bo\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde de y\u00fcz\u00fcne bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme yerle\u015ftiriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Bug\u00fcn nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti baba? diye soruyordu Elif.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Yo\u011fundu, diyordu Murat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n onun cebinde yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 bozuk para kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmesini istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fakat \u00e7ocuklar bazen yeti\u015fkinlerin saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif babas\u0131n\u0131n ak\u015famlar\u0131 \u201cBen tokum\u201d diyerek sofradan kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep de mutfaktaki ekme\u011fin her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn daha ince dilimlendi\u011fini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir sabah Murat onlar\u0131n beslenme \u00e7antas\u0131na yaln\u0131zca tek ki\u015filik yemek koyabildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uzun s\u00fcre kutuya bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra sessizce iki ka\u015f\u0131k yerle\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 uyand\u0131r\u0131rken g\u00f6zleri doluydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Bug\u00fcn payla\u015f\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif hemen ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Tabii baba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcnden sonra bu durum neredeyse her g\u00fcn tekrarland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okulun yemekhanesinde di\u011fer \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n tabaklar\u0131nda pilav, k\u00f6fte, sebze ve meyve varken Elif ile Zeynep k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kutular\u0131n\u0131 aralar\u0131na koyuyor, i\u00e7indekileri dikkatle ikiye b\u00f6l\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen Elif daha az yiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Ben \u00e7ok a\u00e7 de\u011filim, diyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep bunun do\u011fru olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn Zeynep ayn\u0131 \u015feyi yap\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hi\u00e7biri di\u011ferinin a\u00e7 kalmas\u0131na izin vermek istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131n\u0131f \u00f6\u011fretmenleri Aylin Han\u0131m ilk ba\u015fta bir \u015fey fark etmedi. Ancak birka\u00e7 hafta sonra Elif\u2019in derste ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6\u011fle aras\u0131nda onlar\u0131 uzaktan izlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ki k\u0131z\u0131n yemeklerini neden bu kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck lokmalara ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn yanlar\u0131na oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014K\u0131zlar, yeme\u011finizi neden payla\u015fmak zorunda kal\u0131yorsunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130kisi de sustu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep g\u00f6zlerini masaya indirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif hemen cevap verdi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Biz b\u00f6yle seviyoruz \u00f6\u011fretmenim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi ama inanmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Bana do\u011fruyu s\u00f6yleyebilirsiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif\u2019in g\u00f6zleri bir anda doldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yan\u0131ndaki karde\u015fine bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Babam \u00fcz\u00fclmesin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Neye \u00fcz\u00fclmesin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif konu\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama sesi \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep karde\u015finin elini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Evde \u00e7ok fazla yeme\u011fimiz yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m birka\u00e7 saniye hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyemedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep devam etti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Babam\u0131z i\u015f ar\u0131yor. Bazen bize yemek veriyor ama kendisi yemiyor. D\u00fcn gece uyudu\u011fumuzu sand\u0131. Mutfakta sadece su i\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Ama l\u00fctfen babama k\u0131zmay\u0131n. O k\u00f6t\u00fc bir baba de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu c\u00fcmle Aylin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n kalbine sapland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131zlar\u0131 kendine do\u011fru \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Kimse baban\u0131za k\u0131zmayacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ona bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Bizi ondan almazlar de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m o anda \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n yaln\u0131zca a\u00e7l\u0131kla de\u011fil, \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir korkuyla ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Hay\u0131r, dedi. Baban\u0131z sizi seviyor. Ve siz de yaln\u0131z de\u011filsiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m o ak\u015fam Murat\u2019\u0131 okula \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat ger\u00e7e\u011fin ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131nca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Kimseden yard\u0131m istemek istemedim, dedi. K\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131n bana ac\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 istemedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Yard\u0131m istemek ac\u0131nacak biri olmak de\u011fildir, dedi Aylin Han\u0131m. Bazen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olmak, her \u015feyi tek ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za ta\u015f\u0131mak demek de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 tutamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat\u0131nda ilk kez bir yabanc\u0131n\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi sabah okulun \u00f6n\u00fcnde al\u0131\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131k bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sebze kasalar\u0131, meyveler, pirin\u00e7, makarna, s\u00fct, peynir ve temel ihtiya\u00e7larla dolu kutular getirilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ancak bunlar\u0131n \u00fczerinde Elif\u2019in, Zeynep\u2019in ya da Murat\u2019\u0131n ad\u0131 yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m okul y\u00f6netimiyle birlikte k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir dayan\u0131\u015fma sistemi kurmu\u015ftu. Yard\u0131m yaln\u0131zca o aileye de\u011fil, ihtiya\u00e7 ya\u015fayan b\u00fct\u00fcn ailelere ula\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00f6ylece hi\u00e7 kimse utand\u0131r\u0131lmayacak, hi\u00e7bir \u00e7ocuk \u201cyard\u0131m alan \u00e7ocuk\u201d olarak i\u015faretlenmeyecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif ile Zeynep okul \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kutular\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u00f6nce ne oldu\u011funu anlamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m yanlar\u0131na geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Bunlar sadece sizin i\u00e7in de\u011fil, dedi. Bundan sonra bu okulda hi\u00e7bir \u00e7ocuk a\u00e7 oldu\u011funu saklamak zorunda kalmayacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif de ona sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama as\u0131l de\u011fi\u015fiklik birka\u00e7 hafta sonra geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okula g\u0131da sa\u011flayan firman\u0131n sahibi, Murat\u2019\u0131n y\u0131llarca marangozluk ve bak\u0131m i\u015flerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti. Depoda ve ara\u00e7 bak\u0131m b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde g\u00fcvenilir bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fana ihtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat i\u015fe al\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lk maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ak\u015fam eve iki b\u00fcy\u00fck po\u015fetle d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif ile Zeynep mutfa\u011fa ko\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat masay\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7orba, pilav, yo\u011furt, meyve\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131zlar sandalyelerine otururken babalar\u0131 yine eski al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Siz ba\u015flay\u0131n, ben sonra yerim, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babas\u0131n\u0131n elini tuttu ve onu sandalyeye oturttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Hay\u0131r baba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep di\u011fer taraf\u0131ndan elini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Bu defa hep beraber.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Murat o gece k\u0131zlar\u0131yla ayn\u0131 sofrada doyas\u0131ya yemek yedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif \u00f6\u011fretmen oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep ise beslenme uzman\u0131 olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babalar\u0131 Murat ayn\u0131 \u015firkette on yedi y\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, emekli oldu\u011funda art\u0131k borcu olmayan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir evin sahibiydi. Bir daha k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in a\u00e7 yatmak zorunda kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylin Han\u0131m\u2019\u0131n ba\u015flatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 okul dayan\u0131\u015fma sistemi ise kapanmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tam tersine b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar sonra Elif, \u00f6\u011fretmen olarak ayn\u0131 okulun yemekhanesinde n\u00f6bet tutarken bir k\u00f6\u015fede yeme\u011fini saklayan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yan\u0131na oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Neden yemiyorsun? diye sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocuk utan\u00e7la:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 karde\u015fime g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fim, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif birka\u00e7 saniye konu\u015famad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6nceki o masay\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kendisini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zeynep\u2019i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ki ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve babas\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015f taba\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocu\u011fun elini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014Karde\u015fin i\u00e7in de yemek haz\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131z, dedi. Sen \u015fimdi kendi yeme\u011fini ye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ocu\u011fun y\u00fcz\u00fcnde ilk kez bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme belirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elif g\u00f6zlerini silerken uzak k\u00f6\u015fedeki duvara bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Orada okulun dayan\u0131\u015fma projesinin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir tabelas\u0131 as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131nda tek bir c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBir \u00e7ocu\u011fun sessizli\u011fi, bazen yard\u0131m istemenin tek yoludur.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Elif o g\u00fcn anlad\u0131 ki y\u0131llar \u00f6nce kendilerine uzanan el sadece iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n karn\u0131n\u0131 doyurmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir ailenin gelece\u011fini de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve \u015fimdi o iyilik, ba\u015fka bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun hayat\u0131na do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Elif ile Zeynep, okulda birbirlerinden neredeyse hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmazd\u0131. Ayn\u0131 s\u0131rada oturur, teneff\u00fcste birlikte dola\u015f\u0131r, biri g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde di\u011feri de g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flard\u0131. Onlar\u0131 uzaktan g\u00f6ren herkes, iki k\u0131z karde\u015fin hayat\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir sorun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilirdi. Oysa yakla\u015f\u0131k bir y\u0131ld\u0131r evlerinde kimsenin bilmedi\u011fi sessiz bir m\u00fccadele ya\u015fan\u0131yordu. Anneleri Sevgi, uzun s\u00fcren bir hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131ndan hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015fti. Babalar\u0131 … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":759,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-758","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/758","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=758"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/758\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":760,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/758\/revisions\/760"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/759"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=758"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=758"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=758"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}