Tez savunmam\u0131n oldu\u011fu sabah k\u0131z karde\u015fim g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Par\u00e7alar\u0131 mutfak lavabosuna b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve g\u00fclerek:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 San\u0131r\u0131m \u015fimdi ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z olmak zorundas\u0131n, \u2014 dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem \u00e7ekmeceden gri bir bant \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Kendin tamir et.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam saatine bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Zaten sensiz ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben tart\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar\u0131n bilmedi\u011fi bir \u015fey vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O sabah saat 07.45\u2019e kadar \u00fcniversitenin g\u00fcvenli sistemine giri\u015f yapmazsam dan\u0131\u015fman\u0131m Profes\u00f6r Adrian Shaw\u2019a ve Ara\u015ft\u0131rma B\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Ofisi\u2019ne otomatik uyar\u0131 gidecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Saat 08.09\u2019du.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uyar\u0131 \u00e7oktan g\u00f6nderilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sandalyeye oturup ellerimi masan\u0131n \u00fczerinde birle\u015ftirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131z karde\u015fim Lila ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Paniklemeyecek misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Neden?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc birazdan ba\u015fka biri paniklemeye ba\u015flayacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tam o s\u0131rada \u00f6n kap\u0131ya sert\u00e7e vuruldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Elena! Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Profes\u00f6r Shaw\u2019\u0131n sesiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki rahat ifade kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kap\u0131 tekrar vuruldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu kez ba\u015fka bir ses duyuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00dcniversitenin Ara\u015ft\u0131rma B\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Ofisi\u2019nden geliyoruz. L\u00fctfen kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lila\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ne yapt\u0131n sen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey, \u2014 dedim. \u2014 Sistemin yapmas\u0131 gerekeni yapmas\u0131na izin verdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annem kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Profes\u00f6r Shaw i\u00e7eri girdi. Yan\u0131nda \u00fcniversitenin ara\u015ft\u0131rma g\u00fcvenli\u011fi y\u00f6neticisi Dr. Helen Park ve kamp\u00fcs g\u00fcvenli\u011finden bir g\u00f6revli vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shaw beni g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez k\u0131r\u0131k g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011fe bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Yaraland\u0131n m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra g\u00f6zleri mutfa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ini tarad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Telefonun nerede?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lila ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck hareket bile yeterliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcvenlik g\u00f6revlisi sakin bir sesle sordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Telefonu siz mi ald\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lila hemen savunmaya ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sadece \u015faka yap\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nerede?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam araya girdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Buras\u0131 aile meselesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dr. Park ona d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r. \u00dcniversite ara\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131na m\u00fcdahale \u015f\u00fcphesi varsa art\u0131k yaln\u0131zca aile meselesi de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mutfak sessizle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Profes\u00f6r Shaw cebinden yedek bir g\u00f6zl\u00fck kutusu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eski numarana g\u00f6re yapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z acil durum g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla ona bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bunu ne zaman haz\u0131rlad\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00dcniversite hesab\u0131na izinsiz giri\u015f denemesinden sonra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc takt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnya yeniden netle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015fey Lila\u2019n\u0131n korkmu\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fc oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shaw masaya bir tablet koydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Savunma komitesi bekliyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam alayc\u0131 bir kahkaha att\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shaw ona bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r. Komiteye olas\u0131 m\u00fcdahale bildirildi. Savunma yar\u0131m saat ertelendi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lila\u2019n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131 araland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O zaman gidelim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tam \u00e7\u0131kacakken Dr. Park durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00d6nce bir \u015fey daha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elindeki dosyay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dc\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce \u00fcniversite hesab\u0131ma yap\u0131lan giri\u015f denemesinin IP kay\u0131tlar\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Konum bizim evdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lila\u2019n\u0131n telefonu ayn\u0131 a\u011fdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam tekrar:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi kan\u0131tlamaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dr. Park sakin kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tek ba\u015f\u0131na hay\u0131r. Ama d\u00fcn gece saat 23.18\u2019de \u00fcniversitenin bulut sistemindeki patent tasla\u011f\u0131na eri\u015filmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Ayn\u0131 cihaz kimli\u011fiyle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu kez Lila bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ger\u00e7ek korkuyu ilk kez y\u00fcz\u00fcnde g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ben sadece bakmak istedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Neye?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sessiz kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shaw sordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Lisans g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerine mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lila\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Herkes s\u00fcrekli onun ne kadar ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fundan bahsediyor! Bir teknoloji \u015firketi milyonlar \u00f6deyebilirmi\u015f. Ben de ailedenim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nanamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu y\u00fczden ara\u015ft\u0131rmam\u0131 \u00e7almaya m\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00c7almak de\u011fil! Sadece ne oldu\u011funu anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dr. Park araya girdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bunu \u00fcniversite soru\u015fturacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babam \u00f6fkeyle bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Kendi karde\u015fini mahvedecek misin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O c\u00fcmleyi y\u0131llard\u0131r duymaya al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne olursa olsun sorumlulu\u011fun sonunda bana y\u00fcklenmesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu kez kabul etmedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Onu ben bu duruma getirmedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neldim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Benim bug\u00fcn bir tez savunmam var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dcniversiteye vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda komitedeki be\u015f profes\u00f6r beni bekliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ellerim titriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama bu kez korkudan de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Be\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam ekranda a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fck maliyetli g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcleme modelinin nas\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Verileri savundum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 kabul ettim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sorulara cevap verdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130ki saat sonra komite ba\u015fkan\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dr. Elena Varga, komite oybirli\u011fiyle tezinizin kabul edilmesine karar verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir an nefes almay\u0131 unuttum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Profes\u00f6r Shaw g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tebrikler, doktor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u011flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama sabah mutfakta ailemin bekledi\u011fi gibi de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kaybetti\u011fim i\u00e7in de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bitirdi\u011fim i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonraki haftalarda \u00fcniversite soru\u015fturmas\u0131 devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lila\u2019n\u0131n telefonunda ara\u015ft\u0131rma dosyalar\u0131m\u0131n foto\u011fraflar\u0131 bulundu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ayr\u0131ca bir medikal teknoloji \u015firketinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan eski erkek arkada\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi mesajlar ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mesajlardan biri \u015f\u00f6yleydi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cSavunmadan \u00f6nce geciktirebilirsek patent konusunda pazarl\u0131k \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z olabilir.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n O an her \u015fey netle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc k\u0131rmak anl\u0131k bir \u00f6fke de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Telefonumu almak da de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Savunmay\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmam\u0131 \u00f6zellikle istemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc tez onaylanmadan \u00f6nce ara\u015ft\u0131rman\u0131n gelece\u011finin daha belirsiz olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dcniversite dosyay\u0131 hukuk birimine devretti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ben cezaland\u0131rman\u0131n nas\u0131l yap\u0131laca\u011f\u0131na kar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Art\u0131k onun se\u00e7imlerinin sorumlulu\u011funu ta\u015f\u0131mak istemiyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Annem birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra beni arad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Lila\u2019n\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 mahvettin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Hay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Sen \u015fik\u00e2yet etmeseydin\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Anne, g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc o k\u0131rd\u0131. Telefonumu o saklad\u0131. Hesab\u0131ma girmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan oydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sessizlik oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonra annem:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ama karde\u015fin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Derin bir nefes ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ben de onun karde\u015fiydim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve telefonu kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Babam aylarca benimle konu\u015fmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu, bekledi\u011fimden \u00e7ok daha huzurlu oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alt\u0131 ay sonra geli\u015ftirdi\u011fimiz sistem iki hastanede pilot olarak kullan\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Lisans anla\u015fmas\u0131 imzaland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ilk yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey yeni bir araba ya da l\u00fcks bir ev almak olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dcniversitede d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck gelirli doktora \u00f6\u011frencileri i\u00e7in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ara\u015ft\u0131rma bursu fonu kurdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u0131llarca ba\u015far\u0131n\u0131n, ailemin sonunda benimle gurur duymas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Baz\u0131 insanlar ba\u015far\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce gurur duymaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sadece ondan ne kazanabileceklerini hesaplar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tez savunmas\u0131 sabah\u0131 Lila g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0131rarken gelece\u011fimi de k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Asl\u0131nda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey bana son bir ders vermekti:<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bazen hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 sabote etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan insanlara verilecek en g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc cevap kavga etmek de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yolunuza devam etmektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve o g\u00fcn, k\u0131r\u0131k g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerle ba\u015flayan sabah\u0131n sonunda eve art\u0131k \u00f6\u011frenci olarak d\u00f6nmedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Doktor olarak d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Tez savunmam\u0131n oldu\u011fu sabah k\u0131z karde\u015fim g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0131rd\u0131. Par\u00e7alar\u0131 mutfak lavabosuna b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve g\u00fclerek: \u2014 San\u0131r\u0131m \u015fimdi ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z olmak zorundas\u0131n, \u2014 dedi. Annem \u00e7ekmeceden gri bir bant \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bana uzatt\u0131. \u2014 Kendin tamir et. Babam saatine bakt\u0131. \u2014 Zaten sensiz ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131r. Ben tart\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar\u0131n bilmedi\u011fi bir \u015fey vard\u0131. O sabah saat 07.45\u2019e kadar \u00fcniversitenin … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":798,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-797","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/797","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=797"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/797\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":799,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/797\/revisions\/799"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/798"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=797"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=797"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=797"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}