K\u0131z\u0131m Julia, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnden \u00fc\u00e7 hafta \u00f6nce mutfa\u011f\u0131mda oturup bana gelmememi s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Daniel\u2019\u0131n ailesi \u00e7ok tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f insanlar, anne. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn olduk\u00e7a resmi olacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Benim elbisem haz\u0131r, dedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zlerini yere indirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asl\u0131nda\u2026 gelmesen daha iyi olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O an ne demek istedi\u011fini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Benden utan\u0131yor musun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cevap vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Julia\u2019y\u0131 alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndan beri tek ba\u015f\u0131ma b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Babas\u0131n\u0131 kaybettikten sonra bir kredi birli\u011finin ipotek b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, bazen kendi ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131mdan vazge\u00e7erek onun hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden mahrum kalmamas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve \u015fimdi k\u0131z\u0131m, damad\u0131n\u0131n zengin ailesinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda beni istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Daniel bunu biliyor mu? diye sordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Julia teredd\u00fct etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu bile yeterliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tamam. Gelmeyece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki rahatlamay\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kalbim daha da k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn sabah\u0131 annemin inci madalyonunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Annem kendi d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnde takm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, sonra ben takm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Julia da \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan beri bir g\u00fcn gelin oldu\u011funda onu takaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Madalyonu kadife bir kutuya koyup kiliseye gittim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Plan\u0131m bir g\u00f6revliye teslim edip hemen ayr\u0131lmakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama org \u00e7almaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca yapamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
En arka s\u0131raya oturdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Julia suna\u011fa y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Daniel onun ellerini tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra beni g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir anda y\u00fcz\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Julia\u2019n\u0131n ellerini b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve do\u011frudan bana do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6n\u00fcmde durdu\u011funda g\u00f6zleri dolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ger\u00e7ekten siz misiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 San\u0131r\u0131m beni biriyle kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorsunuz. Daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daniel ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hay\u0131r. Ama foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra cebinden telefonunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ekranda eski bir gazete kup\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn foto\u011fraf\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve o foto\u011fraftaki kad\u0131n bendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6nce, Daniel\u2019\u0131n babas\u0131n\u0131n in\u015faat \u015firketi batmak \u00fczereyken bankalar ona kredi vermeyi reddetmi\u015fti. \u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m kredi birli\u011finde dosyas\u0131n\u0131 inceleyen ki\u015fi bendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belgelerde bir hata fark etmi\u015f, dosyan\u0131n yeniden de\u011ferlendirilmesini sa\u011flam\u0131\u015f ve \u015firketin kaybetmek \u00fczere oldu\u011fu finansman\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben sadece i\u015fimi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama Daniel\u2019\u0131n babas\u0131 bunu hi\u00e7 unutmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Babam sizin sayenizde \u015firketi ve onlarca ki\u015finin i\u015fini kurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yler, dedi Daniel. Ofisinde h\u00e2l\u00e2 o foto\u011fraf var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra y\u00fcz\u00fc Julia\u2019ya d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ve sen bana annenin gelmek istemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kilisenin i\u00e7i sessizle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Julia a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Utand\u0131m, dedi. Senin ailene yeterince iyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyece\u011finden korktum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daniel\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m ve kadife kutuyu Julia\u2019ya uzatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bu senin b\u00fcy\u00fckannenin kolyesi. Buraya bunun i\u00e7in geldim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Julia kutuyu a\u00e7\u0131nca g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 yanaklar\u0131ndan akt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Anne, \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nce Julia herkesin \u00f6n\u00fcnde benden \u00f6z\u00fcr diledi ve yan\u0131ndaki \u00f6n s\u0131rada benim i\u00e7in bir yer a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aylar sonra ili\u015fkimiz h\u00e2l\u00e2 kusursuz de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama ilk kez ger\u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve Daniel\u2019\u0131n beni nas\u0131l tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hep ayn\u0131 \u015feyi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir iyilik benim i\u00e7in s\u0131radan bir i\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015fka bir aile i\u00e7inse hayatlar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktas\u0131 olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
K\u0131z\u0131m Julia, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcnden \u00fc\u00e7 hafta \u00f6nce mutfa\u011f\u0131mda oturup bana gelmememi s\u00f6yledi. \u2014 Daniel\u2019\u0131n ailesi \u00e7ok tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f insanlar, anne. D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn olduk\u00e7a resmi olacak. \u2014 Benim elbisem haz\u0131r, dedim. G\u00f6zlerini yere indirdi. \u2014 Asl\u0131nda\u2026 gelmesen daha iyi olur. O an ne demek istedi\u011fini anlad\u0131m. \u2014 Benden utan\u0131yor musun? Cevap vermedi. Julia\u2019y\u0131 alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndan beri tek ba\u015f\u0131ma b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. … \u0427\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0435<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-864","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/864","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=864"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/864\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":866,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/864\/revisions\/866"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=864"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=864"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/warmtales.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=864"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}